"Wants clear and concise commands, requiring no judgement on his part."

my love!

« Aujourd'hui, j'ai tué maman. Ou peut-être était-ce hier. »

"Today, I killed mother. Or maybe it was yesterday."
welcome to my meursault shrine! welcome to my meursault shrine! owned by evan, meursault's real husband trust

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hi, welcome to the art page of my shrine! this section of the site is dedicated to showing off art both myself and other have made of me and meursault.

there isn't much to show right now, but i'll have more soon.

art made by me


art made by others


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why 2d?

first off, no, this isn't a delusion. i don't genuinely believe he's real or anything, but i still love him. it doesn't harm anyone, so i don't see why you'd care so much about it. yes, i have been in relationships with real people before, too. i have had many bad experiences dating in the past, and thus developed a sort of fear of dating. knowing that meursault would never break my heart brings me a lot of comfort. he just brings me a lot of comfort in general, really.

why him?

i'm honestly not sure myself why i ended up liking meursault so much? i'm not usually a fan of this sort of archetype but i guess it's just something about him that made me like him so much. i think a part of it is that i like characters with his physique because i feel like they could protect me from danger. another thing is that i find his demeanor very interesting. he most likely has autism like me and that's probably subconsciously part of the reason i love him so much. he's like me in a way and i like that. reading the stranger, you can also tell he isn't entirely emotionless as he presents himself. he clearly harbors some affection for his girlfriend marie beyond just liking her physical appearance. i like how blunt he is, aswell. he isn't afraid to say things as they are and i like that in a person. sometimes you can't dance around the point with flowery language and it's better to just say what you mean. i admire that in a person because it helps me understand them easier. again, i have autism like meursault most likely does, so it's nice to be able to clearly understand him and what he means because of the way he talks and how he's always to-the-point. i didn't mean to go on such a long ramble, but i haven't even covered everything yet. i just love him so much.

thank you for visiting!
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